"Living at risk is jumping off the cliff
and building your wings on the way down."

- Ray Bradbury

Sunday, November 30, 2003

Tomboy


What type of girl are you?
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Saturday, November 29, 2003

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.


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just got back not long ago from regatta.. haha.. q shuangx.. all our boats qualified for tmr's semis or finals.. but snrs' mixed boat din make it.. but nvm lah. they v long nv train liao mah.. just hope the team'll whack hard and do our best tmr :) i'm sure we can do it if we put everything we'v got into the races. yup. njcanoeing rox!

Friday, November 28, 2003

hahahahahahaha.. dis is so farny. he asked me if i can gif him another chance! ALMOST wanted to jump arnd my hse but had to restrain myself lah. hahaz.. asked him abt some things den he say he hafta think abt wad he wans out of himself and his life. no prob man. i also hafta think abt dat. hahaz.. but i'm kinda feeling happy now :)

been doing alot of thinking.. realise dat i really dunno wad is it dat i wan. sumtimes i really wish he'll ask if i wan to patch up so it makes things easier for me, but i noe he isnt the sort to ask. so how? i dunno. is it better to love sum1 more than the person love u? or is it better the other way rnd..?

anw, got dragonboat race tmr.. sumhow i dun feel v excited abt it yet. but i noe i'll b hyped up tmr lah, so it's okay :) the team has trained so hard for so long.. hope we'll do well tmr as a team. heart and soul! go the distance! hehx.. though i'm kinda sick of training nowadays, deep inside, i noe i still love canoeing lah

Wednesday, November 26, 2003

suddenly, i feel so empty. sigh

hm.. damn sian.. just woke up not long ago.. hahaz.. been having lotsa farny dreams abt pple i dun really noe well or haf lost contact with, den all v action-packed wan. dream until i v tired. haha.. but q nice lah. at least they'r nice dreams :)

hahaz.. having a damn nice time talking crap with my di.. long time nv lidat liao. hahaz.. damn long time nv c him, but i guess we'r both too busy nowadays. yup. haha.. but i'm still q happy to talk to him online :)

had training again.. capsized once.. cos i wasnt focused i guess.. was thinking of sugarcane juice AGAIN.. kallang water has the same colour as sugarcane juice and i was damn thirsty wad. hahaz

o wells.. haf been thinking abt him for the past few days.. i suppose i can ask to patch things up, but lyk got not much pt lah. dunno lah.. i also not v sure how much i lyk him. mayb i just miss having sum1 to send me home and hold my hand, stuffs lidat. hahaz.. decided not to think abt it unless he ask if i wan to patch up. if not, den jiu suan le ba :)

You are glucose. People feed off of you. You are
sweet, caring, and a source of energy for
everyone around you. You can inspire others
with your creativity and depth, and you can
keep people alive when in times of famine.
People love you...or at least the way you
taste.


Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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Tuesday, November 25, 2003

You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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went out with yb and ry 2day.. saw travins and jun jing. hahaz.. was q surprised when i saw her so din really take a gd luk at him, but later saw them eating at dis shop den took a better luk. actually he's not really VERY shuai lah, and also not tall.. but he's got super nice eyes. yup. hahaz.. think guys with nice eyes and/or dimples r usually q cute :) reminds me of sum1.. but nvm lah. i shd find better things to think abt. hahaz

Monday, November 24, 2003

hahaha.. slp for damn long just now. had dis really sweet dream but it's not sth dat'll happen lah. but still, it was really nice though it's only a dream :)

o yah. i'm the only person in the cohort taking geog S paper next yr. the idea of having 1-to-1 lessons with barber and ting kinda sux.. but nvm lah. try taking it 1st. really cmi den drop lor. i dun lose anything. hahaz.. anw, ah pa got her lit S! congrats dear! hahaz.. we jia you 2gether lah k? :)

Sunday, November 23, 2003

actually supposed to b out with my dear laopo but changed my mind lah. still kinda tired so decided to come home and slp so i can whack again during training on weds and thurs :) hm.. i dunno if he got think of me, but sumtimes i find myself thinking of him sub-consciously den feel q sian. cant say i dun miss him, but i still think it's better dat we b frens, so.. yah. he did ask me "we really got no time meh?", but as we continued talking, we found out dat both of us felt "on and off" abt each other, so all the more i think we shd stay as frens. hahaz.. i'll get over it pretty soon i guess, since i'm probably the 1 who started feeling "off" abt him 1st. -shrugs- life's more than guys. hahaz :)

Your soul is bound to the Rose Bud: The
Naive.

"I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside
and though I haven't let myself shine to the
world, I'm good for something but too good to
give to you."

The Rose Bud is associated with innocence,
curiosity, and confidence. It is governed by
the god Cupid and its sign is The Dewdrop, or
Puppy Love.

As a Rose Bud, you may have grand ideas about love
and you may well be inexperienced. You tend to
be optomistic, idealistic, and curious, but
it's just because you like being a positive
person. You also may have high thoughts of
yourself, and can come off a bit conceited, but
it's just a mask to hide your lack of
experience.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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actually i dun really think dat's true of my char, but i lyk the rose bud, so wad the heck. hahaz.. also lyk dis part: "I keep all of my secrets somewhere inside and though I haven't let myself shine to the world, I'm good for something but too good to give to you."

Sharon was an Attractive Greek God in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

haha.. damn cool huh? but if i type my full name, i'm a famous nudist.. kinda spastic. i refuse to believe dat. hahahaha

wah laus.. damn tired! haha.. luckily tmr no training man. if not i'll just drop dead halfway. hahaz.. aching everywhere.. think i wun wake up in time to go sch by 8am. totally burnt out liao. haiz.. but anw, think ben's damn farny. haha.. q nice to talk crap with him. and dat stupid derwin owes me a million treats! both of them v cute, can b gd frens with them. hahaz :) okay, i really v lei le.. -_-zZ

Saturday, November 22, 2003

i'm a swinging single again! hahaz.. hm.. v short only leh.. only 25days, but it was nice while it lasted lah. of cos i got feel sad lah, but i think it's probably better dis way lor, since we both dun haf much time for each other :)

anw 2day's training damn tiring for me lor! the k1 girls' pace damn fast.. the 1st 20sets of 500m pacing was still q okay, at least i cld keep up.. but the last 6sets were really lyk shit. kept tilting left and right den all the tapping made me lose my glide so many times. felt damn frustrated but managed to scrape thru it lah.

was damn relieved when sofia and yihui said 2day's pace was alot faster than usual cos it meant dat i'm not as lousy as i tot i was. hahaz.. but still got alot to work on esp my balancing. must make myself stop tilting to the left asap.. haiz.. not going to b easy but i'll try my best lah. dowan to disappoint myself

Thursday, November 20, 2003

hm.. found out my elf and hobbit names.. kinda cool.. hahaz.. switched my first and last names arnd and got diff names :)

elf names:
Galadriël Inglorion
and Altáriël Carnesîr

hobbit names:
Ivy Loamsdown of Deephallow
and Lobelia Chubb-Baggins of Pincup

http://www.chriswetherell.com/elf
http://www.chriswetherell.com/hobbit

Wednesday, November 19, 2003

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


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You're the blue Converse shoe!


Which Converse Shoe Are You?
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it's kinda farny how it's sumtimes so hard for 2pple to get along. hahaz.. i dunno lah. just think dat it's really not v easy to compromise and gif in to pple sumtimes. it's worst if they dun even seem to care much. anw, was damn sad the past few days cos of afew things, but now, seems lyk the worst is over :)

mr yong paired me up with mich in k2 500m, den i felt damn disappointed. prefer rowing 1000m but most of all, i really wan to b a k1 rower. it's not dat i dowan to row with mich, but i'd really love to continue in k1. asked mr yong y i'm in k2 now den he said "ivy is no long with us. yihui can go back to k1". was damn sad lor.. cos he made it so clear to me dat i was the 4th choice for k1. told him i understand, den he msged back and said "but if you like k1, i can let valerie do k2".. i suppose valerie's 1 of those canoeists who r appealing in to nj.. was so damn happy when i saw dat msg..

told him dat i'd really love to row k1 but i noe i'm not as gd as sofia, yihui and viv, but assured him dat i'll try my best. he said "no problem. you can do k1" den i started jumping arnd my hse. hahaz.. said thank u to him a million times and said dat if he thinks i'm not up to standard in k1 next time, he can move me back to k2. he replied and said as long as i put in effort, i can stay in k1. damn happy!!! really damn happy. i wan to row k1 so much... hope i dun disappoint him or myself. i love my "ferrari" boat (my k1 has a ferrari sticker) so much.. i wan to row my k1 well.

Monday, November 10, 2003

really really damn xing fu :D

Saturday, November 08, 2003

think q alot of things have happened within dis few wks.. some r really damn saddening, but there's also finally sth dat's brightening up my days. 2 pple kenna kicked off the team liao.. hate it when such things happen cos it really brings down the morale of the team, but guess i cant do anything cos i'm supposedly just another "selfish" and "individualistic" "coward" who is "not willing to help my teammates" and "still has the cheek to apply for S paper". cynical? hahaz.. cant help it. kinda think yong's really screwing us over the top nowadays.. getting scolded lyk, every training? bleahs.. really dowan my ivy darling to leave nj.. hope she really thinks it through properly to c which sch's gd for her

anw, here's the happy side of things! hahaz.. actually it's q farny dat so many pple noe abt me and HIM but only so few noes who he is. (yah but i'm not telling u if u dunno.. unless u'r beat or alexis lah of cos) been abt 12 days alr.. hahaz.. actually i noe he lyks me more than i lyk him so i feel abit weird sumtimes cos i prefer lyking the person more than he lyks me. but dat's wad he thinks too, so okay lor.. hahaz.. he hasnt really "done anything fantastic" as he put it, but he's damn nice to me so i alr feel xing fu enuf to find myself smiling lyk an idiot subconsciously sumtimes.. :)

i noe SOME uninvited pple will c wad i post here, but i dunno who u all r cos u pple dun haf the guts to let me noe and i guess i dun gif a damn abt such PATHETIC LOSERS. havent got anything to hide anw, so open ur eyes wide and read all u wan, den open ur mouths to go round spreading yah? will b waiting impatiently to hear more interesting things abt me going arnd the sch

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

tired of everything.

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